Still around...sort of

Just got back from a relaxing and exciting away for 3 days. Drove fast, laughed with friends, ate well and got home with no additional dents or scratches. Now of course, being completely exhausted it is 1:AM and I cannot sleep. More good news from my past life greeted me on my return. The details do not matter but they do disturb me. Nothing will be changed in the end but at this moment. I cannot sleep.

Insomnia. It's a headache that will only go away after 6:30 am when you finally are so exhausted you fall asleep but you know you must be on the road towards work. Every conversation you've ever had makes a place in your head. Every reply and reaction you failed to utter comes up and you wonder what if you had said that instead. What would be different today?